2019 was the year that changed me. So who am I in 2020?!
If you haven’t read my heartbreak of 2019 post then I suggest that you read that before this post (Please be aware that the post does come with a trigger warning!). That post is the reason that I am a different person in 2020.
2019 was a roller coaster year and I want my 2020 to be more regular when it comes to how I feel and emotions. It is hard to explain but in 2019, my emotions and mental health were really tested. It was a hard year to say that least. I feel like I missed out on so many opportunities because my emotions wouldn’t allow me to push myself out of my comfort zone.
I want to be the best person I can be and I don’t mean just a mum but I want to be back to the blogger I worked so hard to become in the first place. It has taken a lot of hard work and dedication to get here and 2019 made it hard for me to keep my eye on blogging and everything else. I was juggling everything in my life and it felt like I was going to drop everything at times.
But here we are in 2020. It is a new decade and a new year. I am writing this post in February but January was a crazy month. We lost a family member and time just got away. On a brighter note though, some pretty amazing things happened to. I donated my hair to charity , started planning a new collab, got a new writing job and started my YouTube channel!
From a blogger point of view the year has started off great! I am going to be a different person this year, I am hoping that I can put myself first at times and I will push myself! I want to feel out of my comfort zone, it means that I am growing as a person and I love that feeling! I am still going to be me, just a better version.
Here is to 2020!